I have never really been a spontaneous person. Sure, I CAN be, especially when spontaneity is PLANNED, but generally, unless I have full control, and the “event” fits into my plan, I am a no-go.

I know, awesome eh,

But as mentioned, one of my “goals” for the year is to be more present, more available, and to thrive in all aspects of my life.  I want to worry less, and leap a little more into the easy things.

The things that (perhaps) were mostly for fun, and didn’t have a “High ROI”

(again, I know. Super fun)

But, I am doing it. I am chilling out a little bit. I am asking for more help. I am trusting in myself, and allowing some ease to slip into my life.

And not just “sit and slurp cider surrounded by chickens” ease.

I am leaping ahead, I have booked a “jaunt” away with a few favourite friends. A few days of inspiration, libations and (of course) work.

But, these days work does cross over to the fun side more often than not.

I know this may not seem like a big deal to you, but to me it is a huge step.  Stepping forth and doing something primarily for enjoyments sake, with no thought to “whats my return” and just blessed out to have the opportunity to sit in a room with these women. . . that IS a big deal.

A big deal that I am doing it, and that I am appreciating that the opportunity is there for me to take.

So, 7 days into the new year and I AM sticking to my intention, and this is only the beginning.