Arg, The summer weight has piled on.
Ok. Maybe not piled… but there is some. I am getting out walking and raking, but I haven’t sweat long and hard for a while (no dirty comments ladies!)
As well… as much as I am introverted and quite happy in my little bubble on my cozy brown chair living in my virtual world, a gal does need some stimulation.
Some girl talk.
A friend
We have started to chat with people… but it is tricky here. People kind of keep to themselves… I mean why else would you move to a little island if you weren’t introverted… right. There seem to be cliques and it is hard to catch people’s eye.
So, desperate times call for desperate measures.
I put out an ad for a friend.
I know. It’s sad. And in the end, I don’t even know if it will work. My stomach lurched while I did it. I had to steal my spine as I pressed the submit button. My face flushed (I think in embaressment… OMG what will people think? )
But, maybe it will work?
All I asked for was a running buddy. A tiny request to meet someone (preferably female) to run with every now and then.
See, in my old life, I ran with my friends. So maybe if I start running with someone, they will become my friend?
Gosh. I am getting teary. Cause even though this is what I chose, I miss my friends. Already, and it has been less than a month.
I miss the blondey I used to sweat with in the mornings. I miss the tall brunette who could cook (well, she talked like she could even though she never cooked for me) and I miss the mama in the hood that I spent so many silly nights with enjoying whipcream hats & bottles of red.
So, even as an introvert, I need my tribe.
So here I go trying to build it telling myself that only the brave succeed!