This time last year I felt that my life was on the cusp of being re-invented.
This time last year I was on edge, anxious about if it would all work out.
This time last year I would fall asleep each night saying “Please let it all come together” and wake up each morning with the same thought.
This time last year it was the end of one stage and the beginning of another.
Over the past 12 months I found my feet.
I started to relax.
I challenged myself
I trusted that everything WAS coming together.
This time last year I was living moment to moment, day by day, unsure of what next week would bring, next month, the next hour. This time last year I was reactive.
Today I can think back to the uncertainty I had 12 months ago. Today I can see how everything I was fearful of actually worked out in the end.
Today I can appreciate the work we did on our home, and our life, and see that it was worthwhile.
I don’t fall asleep worried about how things will turn out anymore, and I wake up passionate to embrace the day, trusting that I know what what to do, and where to put my time.
Today I look back at the person I was last year and I see growth.
And that is a good, good thing.